.:If I’m Alone I Cannot Hate, I Don’t Deserve to Have You:.

Time for the song of the week!  I’ve been obsessed with this song recently… it’s the first Slipknot song I’ve heard that is pretty.  So here’s “Snuff” by Slipknot!

Song of the Week

Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again…

So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know.
My heart is just too dark to care. I can’t destroy what isn’t there.
Deliver me into my Fate – If I’m alone I cannot hate
I don’t deserve to have you…
My smile was taken long ago / If I can change I hope I never know

I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn’t face a life without your light
But all of that was ripped apart… when you refused to fight

So save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear.
You couldn’t hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren’t my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end.
I never claimed to be a Saint…
My own was banished long ago / It took the Death of Hope to let you go

So Break Yourself Against My Stones
And Spit Your Pity In My Soul
You Never Needed Any Help
You Sold Me Out To Save Yourself
And I Won’t Listen To Your Shame
You Ran Away – You’re All The Same
Angels Lie To Keep Control…
My Love Was Punished Long Ago
If You Still Care, Don’t Ever Let Me Know
If you still care, don’t ever let me know…

Killing time before I hang out with Tara and Breanna for our tattoo/piercing adventure. Guess what? Survey time!

Do you plan on lying?
Not anytime soon o.O?

What’s something you’re not looking forward to?

When was the last time you saw someone attractive?
last night

Sex ruins relationships, right?
no,  but it can

Who out of your top friends have seen you cry?
a few

Who is the biggest influence in your life?
I don’t know

How many times do you hit the snooze button in the morning?
Way too many

Are you afraid of shots?
I guess not.  Needles don’t phase me too much.

Why is it so hard to let go?
I have no idea.

What is your current relationship status?

Remember the first time you kissed the last boy/girl you kissed?
I try not to.

Do you ever get paranoid when someone is reading your text messages?

Do you feel like life will be easier when you’re older, or harder?

When people say “I don’t ever talk about anyone” do you believe it?
No. We all talk about people. 

Do you think pot will eventually get legalized?

If you just drank 15 beers, what would you be doing?
I don’t know. I don’t like beer.

Here comes the deep stuff, are you ready?
Go for it.

Do you really know how heartbreaks feel?
Oh yes.

In the past five days, would you go back and change something?
I might, actually.  One thing.

Baseball or football?
Baseball is easier for me to follow. Football gets boring to watch after awhile.  I always like to know what’s going on with the Bears though.

Did you reject or accept your last friend request?
Reject, I think. 

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do?
I sure have. 

Alright, I’m done boring you for tonight.  In a couple hours, I’m going out and I’m finally getting the tragus piercing I have been wanting. 

Enjoy your weekend. 
♥Jessi Michelle


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