Song of the Week: Only One

I’ve liked this song for awhile now but I’ve been listening to it a lot lately.

Song of the Week

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can’t, I can’t pick up the pieces
And I’ve thrown my words all around
But I can’t, I can’t give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there’s just no one that gets me like you
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can’t, I can’t hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can’t, I can’t get up when you’re gone

And something’s breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won’t walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there’s just no one that gets me like you
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there’s just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one


 Enjoy the weekend! I know I am!
♥Jessi Michelle

Song of the Week: Fragile

You know those songs that you don’t really pay attention to on a CD, but you go back to them and realize that they are really awesome? Well, “Fragile” off Poets of the Fall’s Revolution Roulette is one of those songs for me.  So, naturally, I chose it as the song for this week.

Song of the Week

And you aced avoiding possibility
When you placed your bets upon bittersweet

Now don’t you worry
No need to be sorry
Time to step lightly

Cos’ the love you used to feel is still there, inside
It may be a faded photograph, but I know you care, so don’t hide
If you’re scared, I’m here beside you
If you get lost I’m here to guide you
And I give you peace when peace is fragile
Love is all the good in you
Love is peace when peace is fragile

You’ve been going out of way to agree
Like you’ve been rubbing yourself all wrong just to be somebody else’s genie
Catering to your disasters every need
Waiting to finally be set free

I said baby don’t worry
Life will carry
Just take it slowly

Cos’ the love you used to feel is still there, inside
It may be a faded photograph, but I know you care, so don’t hide
If you’re scared, I’m here beside you
If you get lost I’m here to guide you
And I give you peace when peace is fragile
Love is all the good in you
Love is peace when peace is fragile


Have a great weekend.
♥Jessi Michelle

All-in-One Post

Friday I was busy and didn’t post a song. Saturday I left for my camping trip so I didn’t post a survey. And yesterday I was still gone so I didn’t post an AMV.  So I’m gonna do it all today.

First, the song of last week.  I was on a bit of a Paramore kick for a couple days and I found that I really like their song “My Heart” off All We Know is Falling.  So that’s the song I pick.

Song of the Week

I am finding out that maybe I was wrong
That I’ve fallen down and I can’t do this alone

Stay with me, this is what I need, please?

Sing us a song and we’ll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?

I am nothing now and it’s been so long
Since I’ve heard the sound, the sound of my only hope

This time I will be listening.

Sing us a song and we’ll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
This heart, it beats, beats for only you

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is yours

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is yours
(My heart, it beats for you)

This heart, it beats, beats for only you (It beats, beats for only you)
My heart is yours (My heart is yours)

This heart, it beats, beats for only you (Please don’t go now, please don’t fade away)
My heart, my heart is yours (Please don’t go now, please don’t fade away)

(Please don’t go now, please don’t fade away) My heart is yours
(Please don’t go now, please don’t fade away) My heart is yours
(Please don’t go, please don’t fade away)
(Please don’t go now, please don’t fade away) My heart is.

Saturday Survey
1. What are your initials?
JMA

2. What is your favorite thing to wear?
T-shirt and a skirt

3. Last thing you ate?
Chili flavored Ramen. Waiting on Subway right now Omnomnom

4. One place you will NEVER eat at?
Any place that serves seafood I guess.  Unless they have something that isn’t seafood.

5. I say Shotgun, you say:
I punch you and sit in shotgun anyway lol

6. Last person you hugged?
James

7. Does anyone you know wanna date you?
I’d say so

8. Would you date anyone you met online?
I haven’t really met that many people online, probably not.

9. Name something you like physically about yourself:
Mmmm… my hair. When it’s not Frizz Monster.

10. The last place you went out to dinner to?
Ehh I can’t remember.

11. Who is your best friend?
Kels

12. What time of the day is it?
Evening.

13. Who/What made you angry today?
Angela, most likely.

14. Baseball or Football?
Football. Da Beeaaarss!

15. Ever gone skinny dipping?
Nope.

16. Favorite type of Food?
Meh don’t really have one.

17. Favorite holiday:
Christmas

18. Do you download music:
I do

19. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
Yes

20. Opinion of Chinese symbol tattoos?
I don’t want one but if it’s your bag, go for it.

21. Would you date the person who posted this?
I got this from the survey website.

22. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?
No. That’d be pretty cool though.

23. Do you love anyone?
I love all my friends and family.

24. Are colored contact lenses sexy?
Not really.

25. Have you ever bungee jumped?
Hell to the no.

26. Have you ever gone white-water rafting?
No, but that could be cool.

27. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you?
I don’t think so.

28. How many pets do you have?
Just one. Unless you include the fish.  Then it’s like 10 or something.

29. Have you met a real redneck?
Maybeh

30. How is the weather right now?
Beautiful.

31. What are you listening to right now?
Nothing, actually.  My Zune is charging.

32. What is your current favorite song?
It’s still “Breath” by Breaking Benjamin.

33. What was the last movie you watched?
Prince of Persia

34. Do you wear contacts?
Nope. Glasses club for me.

35. Where was the last place you went besides your house?
Oak Lake Family Campground

36. What are you afraid of?
Earwigs, loneliness

37. How many piercings have you had?
9

38. What piercings do you want?
Tongue

39. What’s one thing you’ve learned this year?
I’m not sure

40. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
I don’t really like Starbucks

41. What Magazines are you reading?
I don’t care for magazines all that much.  If I see an intersting article I’ll pick one up

42. Have you ever fired a gun:
Nope but that could be fun

43. Are you missing someone?
Maybeh. I haven’t seen any of my friends in a few days.

44. Favorite TV show?
House MD

45. Do you have an obession with WoW?
An obsession, no. But I do love WoW

46. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celeb?
Mhm.

47. What celeb do you look like?
Avril Lavigne, I’ve been told.

48. Who would you like to see right now?
Some friends

49. Favorite movie of all time?
Labyrinth

50. Do you find yourself loved?
Absolutely. I’m friends with some of the coolest people in the world.

51. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren’t suppose to?
Who hasn’t?

52. Favorite smell?
Mmm I don’t know

53. Butter, plain, or salted popcorn?
Butter and salted.

54. Ever put a friend in a cop car on JukePix.com?
Huh?

55. Ever been in a cop car in real life?
No

56. Has anyone you were really close to passed away recently?
Not very recently, no.  Holly passed less than a year ago though.

57. Our Lady Peace or Nickelback?
Nickelback mostly because I only know like one song from Our Lady Peace.  But it’s a damn good song.

58. What’s something that really bugs you?
Customers

59. Do you like Michael Jackson?
Sure. I listened to him as a kid.

60. Taco Bell or Burger King?
Burger King

61. What’s your favorite perfume?
I don’t like perfume. I prefer body spray from Bath & Body

62. Favorite baseball team?
Cubs, yo.

63. Ever call a 1-900 phone number?
Can’t say that I have.

64. Nipple or Nose rings?
Nose.  But I wouldn’t really want either one.

65. What’s the longest time you’ve gone without sleep?
I don’t know actually. Probably 24 hours or something.

66. Last time you went bowling?
Awhile ago but bowling nights are starting back up so Miss Lizzy and I will probably be doing that every so often.

67. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
On the ground? I don’t think I’ve slept in any off the wall spots

68. Who was your last phone call?
Liz on Friday wishing her a happy birthday

69. Last time you were at work?
Friday

70. What’s the closest orange object to you?
Hair tie.

And now for the AMV for yesterday. Since I’m currently watching Wolf’s Rain, I wanted to look up some of that one.  I am only about 4 episodes in and don’t know too much about the anime, but I can tell it’s going to be really intense.  And when I saw this song in the list, I knew it was fitting for such an intense anime.  So here’s Wolf’s Rain with “Had Enough” by Breaking Benjamin.

AMV Monday


Tomorrow I’ll pick my favorite photo from the camping trip for Photo Day.
♥Jessi Michelle

Song of the Week: Without You

I’m finally gonna post the song I planned to post like two weeks ago but got distracted by other songs.  This is my favorite song from Breaking Benjamin’s Dear Agony “Without You”.

Song of the Week

Search for the answers I knew all along
I lost myself, we all fall down
Never the wiser of what I’ve become
Alone I stand a broken man

All I have is one last chance
I won’t turn my back on you
Take my hand drag me down
If you fall then I will too
And I can’t save what’s left of you

[Chorus:]
Sing something new
I have nothing left
I can’t face the dark without you
There’s nothing left to lose
The fight never ends
I can’t face the dark without you

Swallow me under and pull me apart
I understand there’s nothing left
Pain so familiar and close to the heart
No more, no less, I won’t forget

Come back down save yourself
I can’t find my way to you
And I can’t bear and face the truth

[Chorus]

I wanted to forgive
I’m trying to forgive
Dont leave me here again
I’m with you forever, the end

[Chorus]

Holding the hand that holds me down
I forgive, forget you, the end
Holding the hand that holds me down
I forgive you, forget you, the end


I feel the need to point out that I totally got sidetracked from posting this because when I went to Google to search for the lyrics, I realized that the homepage was a fully functional Pac-man game. 

Anyway. Have a great weekend!
♥Jessi Michelle

Song of the Week: Losing You

So ever since Sunday when I was hanging out with my cousin and he introduced this song to me, I have been obsessed with it.  When he played it for me he informed me that his girlfriend Shannon loves the song.  So even before hearing it I figured I would like it. I see her as a younger version of me in a lot of ways. And it is, in fact, an awesome song.  So here is “Losing You” by Dead by April.

Song of the Week

What I have in me, in the mind is you, (I would die if we were through), what I’m feeling now, what I’m having is you, (I am lost in pain without you)

(So cold, so alone)

All I have is you, it is all that I’m breathing for, all I need is you, (Now I can’t make it through)

All the nights I’ve prayed, mostly sadly untrue, (I am not prepared to be strong), I just can’t believe I am losing you, (Not prepared to carry on), (I can see you walk away)

(So cold, so alone)

All I have is you, it is all that I’m breathing for, all I need is you, (Now I can’t make it through), I am losing you forever, (I am lost in pain without you), I am leaving ground forever, (Forever, forever)

(These days are foul, destiny is selecting me) (murder these thoughts, life is disconnecting me), (NOOOOOOOO), (Loving is affecting me), (count all the times you were there protecting me)

So cold, (So alone), all I have is you, it is all that I’m breathing for, all I need is you, (Now I can’t make it through), I am losing you forever, (I am lost in pain without you), I am leaving ground forever, (forever), all I have is you, (It is all that I’m breathing for), all I need is you, (Now I can’t make it through)

It is all that I’m breathing for, (breathing for, breathing for), (breathing for, breathing for, breathing for)


Hope you liked it! Enjoy your weekend!
♥Jessi Michelle

Song of the Week: Show Me the Meaning of Being Lonely

All week I was convinced that I was going to use “Without You” by Breaking Benjamin as my song for this week.  But in honor of my BSB night with Miss Lizzy I decided to change it.

Liz and I decided to take a trip down memory lane tonight.  We watched a Backstreet Boys concert and their DVD about how they went around the world in 100 hours.  We were going to watch the music videos too but I can’t find that one.

So anyway, the song this week was one of my favorites back then.  And it’s “Show Me the Meaning of Being Lonely” off Millennium.  Heehee. We are such dorks.  ♥

Song of the Week

Show me the meaning of being lonely
So many words for the broken heart
It’s hard to see in a crimson love
So hard to breathe
Walk with me, and maybe
Nights of light so soon become
Wild and free I could feel the sun
Your every wish will be done
They tell me

[Chorus:]
Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can’t be there where you are
There’s something missing in my heart

Life goes on as it never ends
Eyes of stone observe the trends
They never say forever gaze upon me
Guilty roads to an endless love (endless love)
There’s no control
Are you with me now?
Your every wish will be done
They tell me

[Chorus]

There’s nowhere to run
I have no place to go
Surrender my heart, body, and soul
How can it be
You’re asking me
To feel the things you never show

You are missing in my heart
Tell me why can’t I be there where you are?


Have a nice weekend!
♥Jessi Michelle